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Gifts eaten and enjoyed

June 28: 3 gifts eaten

  • #88: my mom's homemade granola with fresh blueberries and dried apricots
  • #89: chicken parmesan with big clumps of melted, stringy mozzarella cheese melting into the marinara sauce and coating the pasta; and interrupting consuming it to sing patriotic songs with Rockford Rotarians
  • #90: left-over cake from when the neighbors came for dinner, cold and delicious now that the caramel and condensed milk have really soaked into the chocolate cake

#91: my sister being brave enough to share how she was really feeling

#92: me being brave enough to just let her and not try to make things better right away because I felt uncomfortable with her pain and honesty

#93: listening to Starlight Radio while sweating intensely next to the river at Dinner on the Doc

#94: watching a little girl with beautiful red hair listen intently to the music from the front row

#95: leaning in as unfulfilled longings keep trying to weigh me down

#96: choosing to find joy in Jesus by counting gifts and focusing on Him, not my circumstances

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